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<\/a><\/p>\nPrince was sex before I knew what it was. Not the biology, but the essence of sexuality. The breathless moans. The hitched breath. The sudden, ecstatic screams. They punctuated his songs, created a separate rhythm that scrambled my pulse in ways I couldn\u2019t understand. His liquid dark eyes, casting a look back over his shoulder at you alone, asking if you had the courage to come along for the ride. Pure, tempting transgression on a purple motorcycle.\u00a0<\/p>\n
Later, in college, my heart would race to \u201cDarling Nikki\u201d for another reason\u2014we had to skip the track when we played the album in the record store where I worked. The stereo was at the front of the store, and many a time I did a flat-out sprint through the store to hit fast-forward before the line Tipper Gore never liked. My pulse speeds up in the first three bars to this day.<\/p>\n
Prince was the musical descendant of ancestors before I knew them. You name it: Jackie Wilson, James Brown, Parliament Funkadelic, Otis Redding. Now that I\u2019ve heard so many more seminal black artists, the more I hear their riffs and imprints. And now there are the artists who bear his stamp: Lenny Kravitz, Janelle Mona\u00e8, Kendrick Lamar, Lin-Manuel Miranda, and so many more. The genealogy is lavishly rich above and below. Prince even met the gold standard of performers in my book: he appeared on the Muppets<\/em>. Okay, well, Muppets Tonight<\/em>, but he wrote one of my favorite of his songs for that appearance (starts at 6:13).<\/a><\/p>\n It\u2019s been a dream of mine, since we moved to Minnesota, that maybe one day I\u2019d get to see Prince perform in person. As Paisley Park started to light up for late- and little-announced dance parties\u2014some of which turned into impromptu concerts\u2014I watched my inbox for alerts. Some were more than my body could handle; an 11pm start is tough even with maximum spoons. Others were more than my bank account could handle; $50 doesn\u2019t seem like much, but it is to us.<\/p>\n And, of course, I thought I had time. We all did.<\/p>\nPrince was queer before I knew what it was. I sang along quite innocently as he breathed, \u201cI\u2019m not a woman, I\u2019m not a man, I am something you can never understand.\u201d And to be honest, I didn\u2019t question it. His whole self was confirmation of that statement. My autistic perseveration as a child was history, and I especially enjoyed historical fashion. Prince was a museum of styles on parade. He had it all: Marie Antoinette\u2019s beauty mark, Cleopatra\u2019s kohl liner, Lord Byron\u2019s carelessly tumbling curls, Cab Calloway’s finger waves, George III\u2019s frothy lace jabot. Prince displayed a fearless feast of gendered signifiers, embracing and rejecting them all at the same time, sparing no one the intense focus of his seduction.<\/a><\/p>\n